its weird being here, becasue im so use to the home life seeig the same people everyday, and now on the 15th it will be a month since i ve seen everyone. sometimes i cant help but feel so alone here . ive had someone to do everything with, i knew atleast one person in class, and its surreal now. i mean i love it down here, i wouldnt of picked ( Read more... )

i need somebody

so i have been sick like alomost all week
but finally i got to stay home today
because i had a fever and couldn't get out of bed
but 
i don't want to be sick 
i wan't to go hang out with my friends 
i know i probably wont be able to tonight 
but maybe tomorow

homecoming is a week away and i'm excited!

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i am at leesa's !

i am sexy!

period 1] bio
-who sat to your left: Shanae
-were you failing this class: no
-was this your favorite class: hell no
-what reminds you of it first: ZZzzzzzzz!
-who did you talk to the most: kim ,brittany ,gabi ,teena
[Period 2] gym/bio lab
-who was your closest friend in this class: teena /kim
-who was the teacher: closs/ms. vilisio
-the class was: boring
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i know hes not going to be there.
 i know he not going to be there as much as i want him to be there but i still think i'm going to see him i have a week. no less then a week to convince myself that hes not going to be there.
good luck .
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haha me and teena. teena and i are going to make our own song and put it on myspace b/c we're cool like that.

today i needed one of leesa's mental health day .i just had to take a way from everyone and everything 
and even thought im already dreding to go to school tomorow i know there's only two days left of school so its all good .
i've spent the whole day on the computer doing random shit .
updating my ipod
updating lj 
doing a little online shopping 
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i always keep to myself and i'm finally relizing thats not the best idea
i've been having random urges to throw things hit people hurt myself blame myself and anything else. today in bio i had the strongest urge to throw my book and walk out but i didn't know what mrs. v would do and anyone else b/c im not that type of person to throw things around ( Read more... )