I'm in love with one of my best friends, and he doesn't feel the same way.

How do I know this?

I don't. I'm too afraid to tell him, too afraid to hurt so much.

How can you care about someone so much but never have the courage to tell them?

It's pretty easy when you don't think that person feels the same way. But how long can you hold on to these feels before just giving up? And how do you give up without that last attempt, without ever knowing?

I feel ugly, unwanted, and limited. I want to spread my wings and fly away, but somewhere down the road, they were clipped without me noticing. Please help me ( Read more... )

Oh my life. I want a boy but I need to take the next 6 months off from them. They hurt me and I become someone I don't like. When I'm meant to be happy, truely happy, i will be ( Read more... )

I need to stop smoking so i can get better, but with all this stress... Its very hard.
I love being in England, but right now, I wish I was at home in Chico.

So here's the deal livejournal friends: I'm going to be honest with you, and pray that you don't betray this livejournal trust ( Read more... )

So the Republican National Convention really kicked off today, and guess what I found out ( Read more... )

I have become an alcohalic. And not a very classy one at that.

Fuck.

I gave up pott, I can give up booze.

I have completely regressed this summmer. I need to grow up. Not grow more immature.

Fuck.

MARCIA, GROW UP. STOP LUSHING. BE NICE!

GO OBAMA!

Im really scared that things may really be over between Matt and I. He pushed me to my limit and I think I finally pushed him to his ( Read more... )