Once upon a time there was a princess that lived in a fantasy land far far away.  And she dreamed of love and romance and happiness with friends.  And she did find romance and happiness.  Yes, she found it in two different gentlemen.  A pirate with an open heart and a businessman that sent her adrenaline running.

Across the land was another princess ( Read more... )

Post Secret

When I say, "I'm not his type," I really mean, "I'm not good enough for him."

But I guess it's not a secret now ... is it?

Sometimes I wonder what life would have been like if I had stuck with ballet?  I wonder how different my life would be.  Would I have stuck with the unhelthiness that I put my body through?  Would I have continued to stress about the little things in life?  Would I have been like those other dancers who care about themselves and no one else?  Would ( Read more... )

So so long ago, we were told stories about how life is suppose to be.  These stories showed us princesses and castles; knights in shining armor and little fairies.  We were taught that all little girls were secretly princesses, and that one day you would find the man of your dreams.  We also learned that good ALWAYS beats bad ... always always ( Read more... )

Life's too short.  That's one thing that I learned when I was younger, and am constantly reminded.  Life is way too short to cry over the dumb things and push away the special things.  Grandpop taught me that.

When I was younger, my great grandfather use to tell me constantly how beautiful, and special, and lovable I was.  Such a smart man, I miss ( Read more... )

I feel horrible.  No I feel worse than horrible.  We all ended up going to Mike's party on Friday night, and got kinda drunk.  Drama happened, of course, and all but two of the girls (me and Elena) went to bed crying or really upset.

Saturday morning I wake up with swollen tonsils, unable to breathe.  Symptoms were steady and unchanging so I figured ( Read more... )

I'm still laughing! Soooo I've heard some HILARIOUS news as of lately, and I really don't care if it's bad for me to be laughing.  Just recently found out that an ex-hookup has a new girlfriend.  And I'm so happy for him.  But the part that's making me laugh is the fact that she's in her 40s!  HaHa he's 24/25!!!!  She almost doubles his age.  But ( Read more... )

I  wish I could figure out what I'm doing wrong.  Actually I know what I'm doing wrong, I just don't get it though.  Hmmm well Maybe I'll never know.  I'll just keep meeting guys and losing them.  Oh well, not good enough for my life.

Sucks being lonely though.  Blah Blah Blah ... I'm pathetic sometimes.  HaHa

Hmm about the conversation that never happened.  First, let’s just say that procrastination plus sugar plus four giggling girls will always lead to hours worth of hilariousness.

Monica, Moe, Elena, and I sat outside for at least an hour joking about things that happened last year, and a surprise that will happen on Halloween.

I can’t tell you ( Read more... )

“Only at Stockton!” Those are the only words that I can muster but to describe this past weekend.  I’m not exactly sure where to start describing what happened, but I know it must be told.  Maybe it starts Friday afternoon with Lauren.  Yes, that is where it starts.

Lauren wakes me up to go find fish with her.  Now finally moved into the apartment ( Read more... )