I feel a l ot like I did when I was in High school. Not fun. I rather not share why, but in my feeling so last night, I came to a strange conclusion ( Read more... )

I dont know if I deliberately drive myself insane, or if it really is that everything I want is so far out of reach that there is way too much struggle to cope with ( Read more... )

I wrote about 2 pages the day... I felt better afterward. I know that doesnt seem like much its a great stretch from where I was. And its a load on my shoulder that hurt too much to carry... so I took a break, and put the load in the back of my closet, and I just sorta forgot about it for a while, or tried to at least ( Read more... )

I often wonder why I even bother to check my livejournal. I dont want to share with you my thoughts. no one who's opnion matters in my mind is going to read my journal, but I couldnt want to share my thoughts with those people anyway ( Read more... )

There have been 2 general signs that I've been seeing ( Read more... )

A few Days ago, Tanissia sent me a text message saying that she'd seen my senior pic in her Boyfriend's Yearbook. His name is Clay. I soon found out however, that his REAL name was Gregory. Whatever. Still didnt change the fact that I dont remember him. Never saw him, either because we never ran into one another, or he just never stood out to me. ( Read more... )

The Supposed FLU and now CONJUCTIVITIS ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of guys. And sick of seeing people in relationships. It makes me want to vomit. No joke. I feel sick when I think of relationships, or see couples, more so when there's PDA which I feel should be Perminantly Band By our Government. Everyone knows that PDA leads to "Other STUFF" and "Other STUFF" leads to Abortions, Orphans, and Abused ( Read more... )

The last entry I posted was an unprecise recovery of the journal I was to post. Approximately half of the unfinished entry was left out, unsaved, unrecovered. I worry for my precious words, and wonder where they go when they are lost with no thanks to interenet failures and computer crashes ( Read more... )

Girls Night tonight was interested. Fun, as always. I love my girls, never a dull moment ( Read more... )