you know what is crazy.... i just found out about them, and it made me want to cry. i have that feeling you get when you watch a sappy love story, that knot in the back of your throat ( Read more... )

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thats how i feel right now.

finally broke down. i just ignored it somehow, didnt let it get to me, didnt replay it in my head the way i thought it went, didnt cry my eyes out, didnt yell, didnt let the anger out, never exploded fully. and it finally caught up to me tonight. i thought i could just block it out and forget and get over it without ever having to actually think ( Read more... )

wow its been a while huh ( Read more... )

heh i never knew how strong i was ( Read more... )

you know, exactly at this point in time, I am grateful for the things I've experienced. While it was total shit going through it, it's helping me right now. So thank you ( Read more... )

so Spring break pretty much rocked... *LOTS of shopping with my mom *Livestock show and free rides with Chels and Trish *Girls night *Clau's house *Stunting with Mr.Joseph *..and BEACH!! WOO!! haha ( Read more... )

So i never LJ anymore! Life at St. Mary's is a little too busy for me to have time... but its still great ( Read more... )

im home. lets play. yeah?

im already bored! and its my first day here! I kinda miss my San Antnonio home. haha but na it's good to be home home too. :)

Going to Clau's tonight hopefully! :)

I wanna go dancing. k? k.

ok bye.

so basically i have the most amazing and craziest boyfriend EVER... i came into my dorm after work and BAM! in the words of Tricia "Valentine's Day threw up in our room ( Read more... )