i just miss him so much. i want him back.

i'm ready to fucking kill someone. they don't care that i have been trying to sleep for the past hour and a half. but no one cares. i'm ready to scream at stephen and mike and mariel and whitney ( Read more... )

some fucking weird dreams last night ( Read more... )

fucking call me.
just tell me already that it's over.
i can't stop crying.
i know he's going to tell me that it's over.
just get it over with already.
stop doing this to me.

i really like it when jeff calls. even though he calls, says he's going to bed, and we get off the phone. but i still like it. because he thought to call me. it makes me happy =)

went to bed around 11 last night. really should have done my homework but oh well ( Read more... )

i cant wait =)

i need time ( Read more... )

yesterday, i was driving to work. i was already late. and i had just spent $30 out of the $39 i had left in my checking account on fucking gas. (although i guess i should be lucky that gas went from $2.15 to $2.09 right when i went to fill up ( Read more... )