im bored.... no ones up yet just me .... deciding what all i should do in  day ..... i know im going to the lake ... whooooot .... not much happened this week/ weekend... did  a lot of preparation for city stages..... i pray we were busy or were going to have alot of shit left over . but hey i got some free shirts out of the deal... i finished ( Read more... )

 city stages sucks when you have to work it 2nd year in a row/..... boooooo

Never move to ohio it sucks.... had fun on the trip. went to see sex and the city, went to a baseball game. My 1st. looked at houses and college shawn might like.... then today we went to the aquarium and left.... and you cant get food at a nice resturant after 8 there everythings closed... sucks...... i miss everyone....  

 Wooot . I forgot to tell you guys that i got  pac man fo nitendo sp... yay me.... and were going to ohio tommorrow ... go us !!!!! talk to all of you when i get back...

 Ok so from everyone thats commented... heres a short little post its all i can do tonight... lets just say this weekends been crazy... lol Starting saturday ... igot home form work didnt dooo much. then shawn got home and we did some stuff around the house went to his moms to get bathing suits and stuff... I started walking with brandi.... we ( Read more... )

 If  anyone wants  me to really post then i will other wise im just going to leave it like this....

FUCK you all for those who didn't .... never mind.... argh sometimes its just so flustrating

So many of you guys still sorta read my lj, read this poem and comment please i want to see what others think of it ?

its called glowing cigarette

Glowing cigarette sitting on my desk

watching the smoke create a lonely desolate someone

take a drag

and the smoke fills a body

cold sheets beneath this thing you call a human being

the lights have all ( Read more... )

So a couple months back  i went through all my old clothes and i had a very hard time letting go.... today/tonight i was going through some boxes of my stuff to get rid of stuff and i realized.  And i realized that im ok with getting rid of the stuff thats no longer me.... now im not saying that im not me just a revised me. and I am happy with who ( Read more... )

 Im so pissed.  one bcasue will is here.  well i dont really feel like explaining how im feeling there is so much going on in my head .... .and argh its just so blah....... i want to talk to someone but i really dont know who.... well i know who but i shouldnt...... i need to stop...... ahhhhhhh why  why why why why why do i feel like this...... ( Read more... )