So, went to st louis had a blast . good  beginging of the week. Get home and not so good. I got sick . The yesturday one of mine and shawns friends commited suicde its aweful. and depressing . and im home alone and i dont want to be here.  But i just want everyone one to know that if you ever want to commit suicide ...... dont. Call me or someone ( Read more... )

so lets see. my boss gets back from being off 7 days , working 4 and then being off for 9 days straight. claims he was sick. so hes been gone for forever. ive been working my ass off to make sure that i had everything done. it was hard. and he gets back yesturday and starts bitching at me for taking ONE extra day off. and it just looks like alot of ( Read more... )

MAndy im sorry ididnt call you saturday, the thing i had to do didnt get done till 1030, and then i didnt get home till 1130 and then we lost an houe .fantastic... lol. jen we seriously need to hang when i get back from my vacation.... oh yeah JEN IM TAKING A VACATION!!!!!!

Word of the day - Obliviate
Object of the day - Clouds
Song of the day - Fences by Paramore
Thought of the day- You shouldn't let money bother you when there are so many more important things that you should let bother you.

I was so excited 
I shouldn't have got my hopes up
Once it's gone it's never coming back
My hearts been torn in two since
No it won't be that same 
Though no one will ever know what I mean
I've lost something valuable 
Something more precious than gold
No one can ever fill the void
If I had a choice I'd go back
And stop with that 
Its all so confusing 
Its all ( Read more... )

 Happy V-Day to All!

 work sucks, the banks are retarted. schools cool. i want to be done. i turn 21 in three so months. i graduate in 4  or so ....... im just ready for it all to be over

I hate wh en things hit close to home. expecially books that ive been reading that i love and then all of a sudden .... yea... its hard to explain. but yea i cant get them out of my head.... make everything go away. wheres the alcohol when i need it .

All i can think about are the books ive been reading. argh. all i want to do is watch ever after. i hate when i get like this its bad for me. im so emotionally fucked its not funny. its actually a bit aggravating.

Reading Makes me happy. did you know an average american only reads one book a year? weird. well i guess im way not an average american.