Rendered speechless yet with everything spilling out of my heart? Where is it going if not out of my mouth? Circles around inside of me until I either let it build up or just sort it out. Usually I'd let it build up, but lately Ive come learn that thats truly the hard way. Yet, for some reason I still let it go on. Its like, if I hold it inside, I' ( Read more... )

So, I havent updated in a while. Im mostly on myspace.com but I figure I need to keep this one going now ( Read more... )

Shara: We're going to the kitchen to get food now, cause when we get there we'll have already gotten it.
Me: Will it have already been eatten?
Shara: I sure hope not cause Im hungry!

Last week I was struggling a lot with my walk with God. I often like to forget about my forgiven sins and fear my past will come back to haunt me. I also tend to beat myself up for them. As I get older, this happens less and less. I am growing. The sermon preached on sunday was as if God was talking directly to me. In fact, I know He was. The ( Read more... )

Tonight at bible study, we went over the 37th chapter in The Purpose Driven Life. Anyone not familiar with the chapter, it talks about "Sharing Your Life Message". The pastor asked us for questions ( Read more... )

So, Ive always struggled with worry over being a false christian and Ive already learned if Im actually concerned about being a christian or not, that pretty much means I dont even need to be worrying. Tonight at bible study got more in depth over other things similar to this. We talked about the end times and shared views. We are not to worry ( Read more... )

2Corinthians 12: 7-10

To keep me from becoming conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations, there was given me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore ( Read more... )

My last post mightve been a bit over the top. My mind is in a difficult state right now and I just sorta let all my frusterations rip. A friend was nice enough to concil me and show me discernment. I am not a hateful person, but merely a child trying to find her way in life while learning who she is. I mess up too. Whether or not that was Holy ( Read more... )

Im so tired Ill be surprised if I dont fall asleep in the middle of this, but I must type it. I feel the spirit tugging at me and Ive been putting off this entry since sunday due to lack of wisdom ( Read more... )

Im done.