New laptop, fuck yeah!

School is out for the summer. I managed to pull B's in all but two classes. Biology Lab I got an A and in Chemistry, big surprise, a C. I don't know how I did it.. but I'm never doing it again. Lol, unless I work a whole lot less next time.

The days seem like they don't have enough time. I can't get the things I need to get done for lack of motivation. I am getting increasingly self conscious of my body and how I look everyday. I am on a continuous path of depression and feel the need to talk to Joel. Its really weird, but I feel he's the furthest thing that still understands me... in ( Read more... )

I have problems with myself.

But, you all already know that.

I don't like me.

I will be the queen someday ( Read more... )

Well I never have plans so I can't tell you what an amazing weekend I'm having because I don't know.
I have the same schedules every week and its work, work, work. School and my job work.

So here I am. Alive.

[:

I've gone from wanting the sex to just wanting that close cuddle feeling that might occur afterwards ( Read more... )

I feel like a lovesick fool just fooling myself. With no where to go and no one to see. I get my hopes up only to find myself fallen right back down. The anger builds manifested from no region ( Read more... )

So I downloaded a bunch of songs just now and the ONE song I really wanted to listen to was all messed up. ]: Its just the fucking cherry on things.. lol.

So I have one last thing to do for English and all my homework is generally done.. and I'm here avoiding it still.

Basically this is me checking in.

My body has a craving.

Ohwellfuck.