yu you guys i made a new livejournal. i found this one to be lame, i dont know why...but i just was. to me anyways. my new one is::

xinvalidheart

so if you come across this one, now you know what my new one is!

its almost june, and im so damn scared to graduate. its been the one things ive been wating for my whole high school life, and its here...well almost! my mind is just in a daze!

yes, my feelings for him are out in the open. what does he feel of me, i dont know. all i can say is i wish he would say...something, to me...atleast one word. how do i face him now. he knows what i think when i look at him now. am i dumb, because i tried. all i really want to do is run and hide. i dont know how face him, i dont know what to ( Read more... )

ok, ive been having this thing for lest for the longest time! everyone knows im so close just to go up to him and start cuddling or something. omg, we were doing the staring back and forth thing today in government. hes so damn cute. i made him smile when he realized that i knew he was taking glimpses at me. me and my little school girl self ( Read more... )

thanks sheila and astrid for calling me like 2 seconds ago. like i was saying to you two. im just sitting on my ass home all alone drinking my sprite. YUCK, i dont like soda...but hey! still, just daydreaming...or nightdreaming, since its like 8:30 about a guy who i want to SO get to know. maybe, i should talk aloud about how im always in an ( Read more... )

OMG!...HE'S GAY!
yeah, this guy ive been crushing on since the day i set my eyes on him turns out to be gay!!! he was going out with my friend jen, and they were going out for a couple of months. but, he left her for a guy[not me though]<-----i wish it was though ( Read more... )

its kind of good that a lot of people dont read my livejournal. i mean, i get really personal in this..but not too personal ( Read more... )

im always told to be blunt. but apparently im too nice to do that sometimes. but, the second i take that advice people dont want to be my friends??...what the hell is up witht that!!! i really dont care if matt ever wants to talk to me again. because, of him...people look at me and think, i heard he has some kind of std. i fucking hate that. ( Read more... )

christina, jordy, and i did our usual monday night routine. went to cajun catfish for dinner and to fuck with drakered! we didnt get to mess with drak that much, because tonight was a very busy night for the cajun catfish. im sure tommy loved the way the money was just rolling in!...well, since apparently no one ready my livejournal im going to ( Read more... )

i went on my date with jt lstfriday, and i see that i only want to be friends rightnow. and then, theres matt...he just broke up with mike[also my ex]...and now hes been trying to get with me ever since. you would think if two guys were all over you, you would be like the happiest guy around. but, im not...i dont want to lead any of them on. ( Read more... )