alright, so last night was jon's party, and i camwhored. what you see behind the link is the result of that whorage, so do enjoy. im taking time out of my day of nothing to do this all fancy and cool, so be happy or i'll eat your babies.

( click for pictures, my loves )

its a huge relief being able to talk to evan again, and today and yesterday can testify to that ( Read more... )

I EFFING DID IT.
thats right.
i talked to evan.

and the weight of the world slides off of my shoulders.

sorry i havent updated this in like forever. but here you go. ^___ ( Read more... )

i dont want to go to winter percussion ( Read more... )

okay so yeah yesterday was coolstressful ( Read more... )

"fuck you. fuck you for making me feel like i meant something to you. fuck you for making me feel like i was worth your while. fuck you for being my best friend. fuck you for making me fall in love with you. and fuck you for doing this to me gradually, making me hold on desperately to every last bit of hope i have, hoping that maybe you won’t break ( Read more... )

everything is... different.
there's no real word beside different for just everything.

everything changed.
by reaching the end of my depression, i have realized why i went into it in the first place: to protect myself from what is happening now.

kill me.i dont like what is happening ( Read more... )

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so im sitting at the office. i know, i should be working. well, i have nothing to do. im waiting for somebody to call me back so i can finish a showing, but until she does, the agent is screwed. ha kinda ( Read more... )