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i am suffering from this overpowering sensation of isolation. even if im out with friends, i constantly feel alone and completely out of place. i dont know whats happening to me - i think im past it, and then the thought comes back. i create horrible scenarios in my mind of its return. i just cant stand whats going on with me inside of my own head ( Read more... )

okay so guess what, all y'all? yeah i dont know either ( Read more... )

im back!![insert cheering crowd here ( Read more... )

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

never mind, emily posted on my GJ.

okay ppl. i have an emergency. i cant go to that party dealio tonight (i know, im sorry) but i cant get ahold of emily, or jj who might have emily's number. and i know nobody else's number. so crap ( Read more... )

omgsh im actually updating my LJ!! *momentous moment* so lemme think... i always forget that i have this journal, haha. well, i dont completely forget, cuz i always check the friends page, but i always somehow believe that my LJ will automatically update itself inspite of the fact that it wont unless i actually do it myself. lol!! so i need to get ( Read more... )