Erase his embrace, erase it from my mind let this die

I won't forget the day that, that I found God
In a kitchen knife now and on my arm
So paint the pale white floor with my red life


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I have nothing to do so I am just writting in my little journal about my sad life. I have changed so much since last year. And I LIKE IT! lol so does anybody actually read in lj now? 'Cause everything is all in myspace..... i am so bored....

Have any of ya'll watched  Hawthorne Heights- Ohio Is For Lovers video? just wondering

Please do this now I beg
Duct tape my arms and legs
Throw me into the sea
Please save me, please save me

Now watch the waves eat me
Setting my cold heart free
I'll wash ashore in weeks
You cant save me now

 So I have to make my decision today, 'until the orange of morning light'

Shall I go to Honduras for 15 days or stay here...

Grrrrr I want to do both, I wish I could be in two places at once

If I go I will do good and get to see stuff I didn't get to see last time.

But if I go I will be away from Goldenbid for 15 days, away from my mommie and ( Read more... )

                    I gave you theses roses now but I left in the thorns

I'd rathere hurt someone then hurt myself

So cut my wrists and black my eyes

(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)

So I can fall asleep tonight or die

Because you kill me

You know you do, you kill me well

You like it too, and I can tell

You never stop until my final breath is gone

And to the cannons roar
Their bodies dance ashore
A pirate's life for me
I won't go quietly

mixed emotions

so I am writing because I am bored and I feel all alone....

it is pouring outside...

nobody wants to play....

can I just run away???

would anybody say 'hey what's that way'???

well I was writing just to say...

have a nother GREAT day....