so there is this guy that i like and he likes me too! hopefully this will happen...

i need this

The walls start breathing

My minds unweaving

Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.

A weight is lifted

On this evening

I give the final blow.

so after i wrote the last journal....he called.
i had went to sleep and had slept for like an hour when my phone rang,
i got up walked to where i had left it and was expecting everyone BUT
him to call. when i realized it was him i felt mixed emotions.
anyways i ended up waking up this morning at like 5:25 to go pick him up from work
and take him way the ( Read more... )

what the hell why can't i forget about him for a sec?
why cant i just be happy and give him the space he needs?
all i do and  all i want to do is make him happy. 
is this what i get for giving someone all the love that i had?
i gave him my heart and he needs a break
i do and give him everything and he needs some space
i just want to hear his voice and be ( Read more... )

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• Think before you make up your mind
  You don't seem to realize
  I can do this on my own
  And if I fall I'll take it all
  It's so easy after all
  
  Believe me 'cause now's the time to try
  Don't wait, the chance will pass you by
  Time's up to figure it out
  You can't say it's too late

• This place is so empty
  My thoughts are so tempting

• Cut the skin to the bone
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        He asked me back out..,. i told him yes if he was really ready to be a boyfriend.

He said it was dumb for two people to like each other so much and be separated....chels i REALLY gotta talk to you(it's something that i only trust you with)

xoxo

ever been where you don't want to be?

try being me...i wanna go home but they won't let me.

i'm missing too much school and i won't be able to make it up.... it's going to be TOO much.

but of course i'm just a child and i don't anything...not even how much school i can tolerate to miss.

well when they ( Read more... )

nobody but one person in my family likes him... that's me. but i truly do love him like nothing else(except for my horse) ahhhh oh well i have time to think about it.

So i'm in Honduras w/out any of my friends and it's kinda lonely... There is no one to really talk to cause most the people here only speak Spanish. But my family is here but they don't know me the way everyone else does. I miss everyone... someone please comment ... lol ok well if anyone comments i will tell you all what happend.

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Label me, that's fine, I'll be somebody else
(Nothing in front of me but holes ahead)
Lie about my life, have a story to tell
(Lights went down, was on the edge and I fell)
Oh you're so insightful, let me remind you to twist and break me, should make you worried
(Long way to go and you're right there)
Two-faced liar, don't try and know me, deceit ( Read more... )