I woke up late and now I can't get that shirt I wanted from AE...

Today sucks.

The band banquet was kinda fun, I'm not gonna lie. People giving flowers to your coaches and not telling you at all about it so it looks like you don't care *takes breath* that always sucks. But it has happened at every banquet I've ever been to. So whatever ( Read more... )

So I'm having an "I hate stupid people" day. It's not going so well.

Babysitting < going to see Marie Antoinette with the film club.

And I hate school.

So, I made $20 tonight. Sadly, I know I'm gonna spend some of it, even though I really shouldn't. I need large amounts of money so bad. But, I'm trying really hard to get a job, so hopefully I do soon. Really soon. And I have some type of income coming in soon. Sorta. I don't know. Anyone wanna give me money ( Read more... )

So everything is blah. Band ended and I'm still not really hanging out with anyone, and now I'm having cramps, so I won't want to hang out with anyone ( Read more... )

Ricky dosen't hate me. Which is quite awesome.

Ummm, Chris and my 11 month is soon. wOOt!

School is boring.

I made an elephant in ceramics today with uneven ears. Possibly the cutest thing ever.

So I'm bored out of my mind. And it's only 8:31. Wow. I'm such a fucking loser. I wish I had money, and a license. Hopefully something happens by the end of tonight. If not, I'm seriously sad ( Read more... )

I just hung up on my boyfriend because he is an asshole. I don't want to see him or hear his voice right now. I'm so pissed off.

But I still wish he would call. At least I'd know he cares.

*sigh* Love is annoying sometimes.

Fuck Halloween.

I'm feeling a lot better than I was yesterday. Now I'm just starving ( Read more... )

So, that was the last time I'd be at States. I'm not gonna lie, I didn't leave it with a bang. I messed up a lot in that run. But I can't dwell on that forever. Today I will though. Probably until tonight when I just have to forget how sad I am. I've wondered for 3 years why I joined colorguard. There are people on the guard that I loathe. The ( Read more... )