I just got back from A Nightmare Before Christmas, for the second time. :) It was awesome again ( Read more... )

Practice wasn't too bad yesterday. I was early (OMFGWTMF?) and Jimmy Cha Cha made it less boring. And in the beginning I was getting pissed at people again, but then I just said fuck it basically. I'm gonna do my best on Saturday. That's all I can do. I can still point things out to people to help them, but I won't stress out because certain people ( Read more... )

So Sandra drove me home today and she said she might not go to guard. And she said she didn't care about it anymore. We started talking and basically she said she dosen't care about getting better and she dosen't care about States and she can't wait for it to be over ( Read more... )

So yesterday was a great day. The weather was beautiful. The guard looked fairly good (for once). The band sounded really good. We had an amazing run through. I waited and watched L'Anse Creuse and they had a great run through. But so did we. And we got more applause, so I'm thinking it will be really close between us. I go and change. I sit down ( Read more... )

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So I've missed my meds for the past couple of days. But I still feel pretty good. I don't wanna go to band tonight because it will be cold. And no one in those stands care about our show ( Read more... )

Being back on my meds helps a lot. Even though I hate taking them, I have for the past 2 days ( Read more... )

So...things have been very up and down for me lately. Right now, I'm inbetween. I'm supposed to be at the parade, but I'm stuck watching Sean. But I'm going to the football game. Better layer up since it's like 30 degrees out ( Read more... )

Today's colorguard practice made me want to kill people. I hate people that don't know the work when we only have 2 weeks left. Stupid bitches.

BUT! I finally got my homecoming dress. And America's Next Top Model is on soon. And the FINALE of Project Runway is on tonight. AND I get to have dinner with Chris. What a lovely night. :)

So...I'm feeling a lot better than I was yesterday. Today is Chris and I's 10 month and he made me a picnic lunch. :) It was so cute. It really made me feel happy. Which is good ( Read more... )