Have a job! It's not much but it's a start :) Plus all I do all day is sit at a cubicle calling people and trying to talk them into donating money. Not bad, but I work in a shitty environment. All the other people are older recovering addicts :X My step-dad is a piece of shit and he freaked out on me, telling me how much he dislikes me and kicked ( Read more... )

Damn, the end of 2008 was rather depressing for me :( Just looking back on how much I've regressed since last January. But instead of beating myself up and going over the mistakes I made over and over again, I'm making some drastic changes in my life. I'm not going to just be a screw up. I'm so much better than that. I have great potential and I am ( Read more... )

I'm not wildin out like I used to
I dont do the things I used to no more
I've changed for you
Lookin' back I thought I would never
love like this broke so many hearts before
I changed for you

I don't do the things that I used to do nomore
Everything that you do I adore
No more lies, no more games, everything I say I mean
And all the love you give ( Read more... )

I have no life and I'm getting tired of it. It is 3:07 P.M. and my boyfriend is still laying in bed, snoring! I've been online for the past hour, and even this has been boring :( Yesterday was the first time in over a week we actually got to go do something. You see, the tag on my car expired and I don't have a job so I can't drive yet. On a better ( Read more... )