it is absolutely AMAZING how much happier i feel, all around, with the sun out. i need to get out of this winter, and out of this city.

i have lost myself in this fucked up world of waiting tables and writing papers..what happened to my fifteen year old self. falling in love with a stranger, with a girl. i was so strong before then. i became weak and withered. unconscious in this vault of nothing. this vault is everything to me. everything. what made me disappear. why did i let my ( Read more... )

honestly, i hate my birthday so much. more than anything in the world, i wish that on saturday i could curl up in a ball in my bed and stay there until sunday morning...honestly, more than anything.

my summer officially starts tomorrow. and ends next monday.... =(

august again,

it's been 4 years now. =) we have never been happier, or more in love. <3

i, seriously, am bipolar...

soo this summer has been so shitty, i swear i only saw the sun about 5 times. not justtt because the weather has been shitty, but on the days where it is nice out, i have been working or in school. right now i am working two jobs and taking two classes. this is a horrible summer ( Read more... )

i got in a horrible car accident yesterday. it was the most terrifying thing that has ever happened to me. thankfulllyyyy no one got hurt. except my poor car. which is totaled. and, i have no collision coverage so i'm fucked.

busybusybusybusybusyy

so excited for fridayy.

how do you know when to let go.
where does the good go.

where does the good go.