ok in blackpool not done ne thing today felt crappy ma stomache just would not settle at all and all i can do to settle it is eat but i dont wanna eat but i guess if thats helping i should just do it eh ? ma boys comin down on wednesday love him so fuckin much cant wait to see him missed him so much ( Read more... )

Got ma scan next friday ! canny wait wont be able to tell what it is tho *gutted* but ne ways least i'll see it got ma blood taken today wasnt so bad didnt hurt .. part fae that ive been workin ma arse off

im off sleepy time xx

every minute i feel worse =(

Well my mum moved to england today =( i feel so lost already and broken hearted i feel ive lost something i know shes only a phone call away and about 3-4 hours train away but i just dunno =( i need my mum i had to let her go if i told her to stay she would have but i didnt wanna ruin her happiness just coz of me that would be so self centred ne ( Read more... )

went baby shopping today got a few wee things when i say wee i mean wee ! lol u all need to see this stuff =D realised today i got a lil bump =D hehe im gettin fat . went to the docs got the pills to help the baby im ok so far but probs be sick tomorow !

ne ways im off

xxx

IM GONNE BE A MUMMY =D im soo fucking excited i canny wait !!!! OMG !! FUCK !!! this is like great ive never been so happy ive got ma boy who i love so fucking much my friends my family and now im getting my own wee family ma own wee baby !!! something to call mine !!! fuckin helll !! I HAVE put on a wee bit a weight dunno if u can tell but ma ( Read more... )

well the night was great went to the miners with my mum kirsten invited us to sit with my dad n ray and all them and it was really fucking good got a wee dance with my mum ! and everyone else spoke 2 my dad about stuff told him i needed a cuddle he gave me one !!! he said he would phone me during the week to take me out but he probs wont he always ( Read more... )

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do u ever get when u just want a hug from your dad =( i feel i want a wee cuddle off him ! i realised today i miss him hunners ! =( ah well

not doing anything today gonna be in maself most the night mums goin out richard is working late =( all on ma lonesome ! yey !! tomorow ! and we are offf ! =D wooooo

cya all soon xxx

woooo  no long till the weekend its gonne be fucking class !!!! didnt do much yesterday got an application forum to fill out so i'll do that the nite n send it on friday when a get paid ash n wee stefy came to mine yesterday was good seein them no spoke 2 any of them for ageees :-) ma maw went on her date hope it went good for her shes at dani's ( Read more... )