wow .. i haven't written in some time , and i'm not sure if i'm gonna write too much .. but summer is awesome so far except for one big thing that happened , broke my heart .. and i dont know what to do but all i can say is ..

s u m m e r '04 is off to a great start *

.. nothing happened today i had work like all day .. then i made my cheat sheet for french , even though we aren't allowed a cheat sheet! haha

but thanks to BRIAN FOR COVERING MY SHIFT on Thursday .. your a LIFE SAVOR!!! ahH yAY

w0w sorry its been forever since i updated i'll try and catch you up from the last weekend *

( read my life , you know you missed it <3 )

okay so i wrote this really amazing journal telling everything about the last couple days .. yah know all the hott shitt , and it got DELETED err .. so now i'm in a bad mood ..

yah know what i really love

- when my mom freaks out on me for not eating but then when i try to i cant cause she ate the food i made for myself .. ugh people have no ( Read more... )

Your gonna want me back , your gonna need me - one day , your gonna want me back ..

You never miss a good thing till it leaves you , finally realize that i need you .. i want you back , i need you back , gotta have you back babe , heart broken when you left my world <3 *

- Usher

.. all the things I said - I wish I never said them now <3

wow today was a m a z i n g  : i only went to school for first block which was studay hall how awesome ... then i went CAR SHOPPING with my parents .. i found 3 cars i really like : Black Jetta , Silver Honda Civic + like cream kinda JC , only i kinda ruled out the JC cause I drove it and stuff and I think its just too big for me to handle .. but ( Read more... )

sunday : i had to work at 12 , and i was SO tired from getting called every hour from 2 in the morning to 7 in the morning! then being woken up at 9:55! haha ahh i had to work till 6:15 and it wasn't that bad cause it was really busy so i wasn't like bored doing nothing .. but i had a 45 min break too which made it not that bad :)

after work : vist ( Read more... )

( .. read it fuckers .. )

oh man i havent written in a couple of days but i haven't really been home and i'm not even home now i haven't slept home in two nights and i'm not sleeping home tonight :( i miss my bed!!

wed: i had to work and after work i went to cheerleading for a bit and then me and taylor went back to her house cause me and alex slept there .. thursday ( Read more... )

okay if last night got any worse i dont know what i would have done , you say so many things that tare me apart but i cant get enough of you .. i've come to realize its not that you say them cause you hate me or your using me , you say them cause you need me .. i dont know why but i need you too . and i dont want this to break away or end .. just ( Read more... )