man i hate how its so easy to like boys who you have already had a past with or dated, but hard to like someone new completey. im sick of going backwards with boys hahah dammit. round 2?

im so stressed out right now. theres way to much running through my head.senior year is within a month away, and im so nervous on what the hell im going to do when its over. i have like no money for college, and i have no idea what even i want to go to college for. i still need money for a car too. blah. not to mention my trip to vegas was ( Read more... )

wow, so things are going pretty good right now actually. except the fact im probably not going to prom that is no good, cause the person i want to go with doesnt have the money to spend on it or wtvvv. oh well there is always next year :] but yah life is a goodie, i mean there has been some things go to shit, sean for instance but ew i dont even ( Read more... )

so things have been different lately.
ive actually become close with alot more girls, which is cool rather then just having a few close girls and hella close boys.
now i actually do more girl stuff :] but then again there is alot more problems to deal with. but oh well.
also i really liked this one kid and he ended up building me up with all this ( Read more... )

so im actually really content with my life right now, like everything is going good, i have the perfect guy in my life who i totallly adore. and all my friends and familys going pretty good. although i do miss vegas and still wish i lived there hella, ill be there soon enough so im alright with being here for now. but i misss nick hella :/ but then ( Read more... )

do i look like im fucking dumb or something?

damn im so stressed out, im sick of  little boys & their games.

im not blind & i deff no when somethings up and i know whats going on and you keep acting like i dont no what your doing because ur there, are you kidding me.?

DUH.

anywayssssss. i never write in here unless im mad and need to vent, so ( Read more... )

im so sick of men.

haha seriously, they are so gay. im over ittt. like wtf get a life and think before you talk i mean seriously do i have the worst luck in the world or what? its like now that i had that "perfect" relationship that ended up getting fucked over, now i never get another good one, or just meet a good fucking guy haha, im alil upset ( Read more... )

wow. i have been pretty busy lately, & it sucks. buttt i am bring home the money so thats a plus haha working at burgerville hah and it feels pretty good to be working,, even though i work my asssss off ha but i do feel more independent.anndd i like it :]

but ya other then being hella cramed lately, things have been going pretty good school ( Read more... )

summers slowly ending& im sad :[[

but a plus is i met so many wonderful people this summer so that makes me happy, cause i get to go back to school with some pretty cool new friends mhm

mm but other then that things have been going pretty good , been keeping busy and hanging out with a bunch of random people its been freaking awesome,  but im sad ( Read more... )

So i said some things for myself tonite, even though it is pretty rough & painful for me right now i think it will be better in the long run, for us both. :/

buttttt other then that ive been having a grreeat summer, im having some family/home problems but i have amanda to help me get through them because i honestly think she is the only one who ( Read more... )