Secretly, the only reason I actually come on the computer is to listen to music. I guess it's not so much of a secret anymore though. I'll sit in this chair, for however long I feel necessary, and listen. I've never realized it before, but I always try to put myself in situations that won't be questioned, for the simple fact that I don't like being ( Read more... )

What I learned today ( Read more... )

The NASA researchers are trying to say that Pluto is not actually a planet. This is not small news. I'm now forced to question everything I've ever been taught about the universe and my surroundings. Teachers all over the world are being whipped into a frenzy, wondering what to possibly teach the children next year. All my hopes of a planet X are ( Read more... )

I need to be simple. When I say simple I obviously mean of the body, physical actions. When your actions are simple, your mind can be fufilled. One of my biggest problems is technology. Computers mainly. I often allow myself to get phyically angry over a square piece of glass communicating my thoughts back to me. It doesn't help that my computer is ( Read more... )

The time has finally come to fend for myself. What that means, I'm not too sure yet. All I know is the balance is gone. I mean, I can only be told 'fuck you' and hung up on so many times before it gets to me. Yet another reason to hate the telephone. When people try to change what little values I know I have, I get more upset then I think I should ( Read more... )

I'm sorry I didn't light off any fireworks like I originally wanted to. But, I am listening to the songs that contributed to the hype of the send-off from last year, the songs that make me think of you for some reason. But no worries, I certainly haven't forgotten. I might go dig up entries and pictures from this date last year, just to remember ( Read more... )

As he said many times, in many parts of this nation, to those he touched and who sought to touch him:
"Some men see things as they are and say why. I dream things that never were and say why not."

Beautiful.
My real life has been crossing over into my dreams lately, and I couldn't be happier.

I am going to become a medical wonder by converting spooning into a treatment. I'm sure it could cure some disease. Or depression.
Life is wonderful. That's all that needs to be said right now.

I think what needs to be issued is an official, not to mention mandatory, sleep deprivation week. Now, you wouldn't have to stay constantly awake, just sleep as little as possible. Today at work, a lot of the people were chatty and open. All of the people who were willing to talk beyond the usual "What would you like to drink with that" ( Read more... )

I keep opening my eyes wide to try to bring some sense back to my day. Maybe seeing a wider area will make me stop feeling so strange. It would be nice to be reminded of something familiar, but I feel like I'm learning something out of this. It feels like my day isn't happening, it's kind of like a dream I guess. The setting is fairly normal and ( Read more... )