I decided to go for a drive with my mom and her friend to feed someone's cats. We drove to Fergus, which is actually a lovely little town. We were about halfway there when her friend let out a loud "Oh shit!" I thought, there has to be a major problem here, like she left the key to get into the house on her kitchen table, or she left a boiling pot ( Read more... )

This is another one of my lethargic/antsy days. My outside is lazy but my insides are bouncing. I'll find a cure for this eventually ( Read more... )

I leave for not even a week and the world panics. Thankfully mother nature set everyone straight and made you all remember who's in charge. Sun-punched lobster skin, 48 degree scorchers, snow in Africa, tornados in Cottage Country, where will it end? What is happening to our beautiful land? There are some forces at hand that cannot be tamed. The ( Read more... )

I like being mad at other people, but I don't like being mad at myself because that is the hardest to recover from. You know that you personally messed up, and I'm not the type of person who learns from their mistakes ( Read more... )

My insides are jumping but my body is begging for sleep. This is the worst kind of energy. I hate when my body doesn't agree with it's parts. I need to try to stop sleeping so late though. Missing the Price is Right is awful enough, but I like being awake when the neighbourhood is still sleeping. It makes me feel isolated which is becoming more and ( Read more... )

When the summer comes, its like I transfer into a whole other century. You have the remaining three seasons which are dedicated to hard work and knowledge on paper, but when those summer months come around again, I can do what I please with my work. I can wake up in the morning with the sun directly in my eyes and not feel guilty for going back to ( Read more... )

How could I forget how good isolation feels? The outside world is too emotional and literal for me to be invited anywhere.
I almost had it this morning, but the jobs of the day made me lose it again. Too bad this isn't something that can be solved with force.

I am all over the place. I'm on the tip of being regrouped, but I just don't get it ( Read more... )

Out of all the spiders and car troubles and broken speakers and locked doors and spines and sideways grins, all I learned is I'm not badass enough.
You shouldn't have to mission to find the mission.
That's all I can do.

I am antsy ( Read more... )