I no longer work in batavia... i can't remember if i'd already written about it or not, but anyway, no more swordfish. my last day was tuesday (which is when i got my check for the entire month i worked there, and no tip money) although i was also scheduled to come in on wednesday. didn't care to go. so i didn't. instead i went to rachel's and ( Read more... )

so we didn't even make it through the entire movie... Jurassic Park 3 is completely terrible. one flaw after another... in repetitive motion... i can't stand it. and i hear they're making a 4th one? ridiculous. they're not going to get any form of sufficiant funding for that shit at all ( Read more... )

Monday... I have to work in Batavia today. ug... U_U i hate batavia. i still haven't seen a check from swordfish and i still haven't gotten tips from when i worked on my own. today i'm definately telling them that i can't work out there anymore. gas is too expensive and i'm not making any money.

user1: I'm glad you talked with me the past ( Read more... )

man... i am so tired. something about going to rocky makes me exhausted. i went with amy and 3 of her friends. one of them reminded me so much of rachel... weird ( Read more... )

i hate this... people are now starting to think that it's ridiculous that stan and i aren't talking yet. they're saying he's being immature. true as that may be, it doesn't change anything. i still want him to talk to me just as much as before. but they're right... we should be talking now. i said hi to him on aim... i felt so nervous even ( Read more... )

i really want to talk to him.

It hurts so much. I'm slipping back into a coma. All i can think about is Stan. And i'm going nuts cause i don't have anymore fortune cookies... funny how such a small thing has become such a huge part of my life now. I don't know what he's thinking. He's definately playing games. It's been two weeks since he gave me that letter... god, i ( Read more... )

So today was kind of blah. although, my premonitions of how family would act were absolutely true... i'm sick of it. i'm done dealing with talk of "growing out of piercings" and "taking REAL classes in school". i am who i am and if my family doesn't like it, who gives a shit? they should be nothing but supportive. it's not like i shoot heroin ( Read more... )

Today is the premiere of Fate, Twisted Simply. I have to arrive early, dressed up, to run the red carpet... ug. I don't know what to wear. whatever, i'll just find something nice yet casual. blah ( Read more... )

I had breakfast with Steven today. As usual it was an awsome experience. turns out he goes to the magick shop as well to get incense and such. He's been through so much, you can see it in his eyes ( Read more... )