so i just meditated on rachel's porch. it felt very nice and relaxing... something i really needed. something i should've started doing a long time ago. i cleaned up her basement and her front porch....and her back porch. trashed from last night, but not too bad. she's still sleeping. and it's such a nice day outside. i might just go home ( Read more... )

to karla (who doesn't even know this exists anyway) i'm sorry because i know i told you we'd do stuff today but i have NO gas in the car and NO money and my phone is dead so i can't call you to tell you this, not like you can read this anyway...

to everyone else, i am very truly sorry for lying to you about justin and whatever other shit i've lied ( Read more... )

i hung out at denny's tonight... big surprise. karla said will picked her up and took her there. so i get there and i get a text from will saying "let me know when you're getting close." ...immediately i knew something was up... i pulled into the parking spot right when i got the text message and i looked up and saw stan's car. yep. and so i ( Read more... )

i woke up at amy's house... we went to mcdonald's aka death for breakfast. marybeth was there too. it was fun. then i went home and finally made a cd of music for work. man, i've never heard lisa ekdahl played so much in such little time. work wasn't that busy, not like yesterday. i got to work with shima. she's pretty cool, and by cool i ( Read more... )

so after work, i hung out with rachel for a bit at her house while she, stevie, kurt and ryan played Mario Party. oh, it WAS a party. Then rachel and i went to denny's (AH) to hang out with adela and this girl... i don't remember her name... oh god, i feel bad. but she was cool. then i hung out with karla. her piercing looks good. apparently ( Read more... )

I really fucking hate it when people ignore me. If you have a problem with me, fucking tell me to my face. Don't be immature and ignore the situation as if it's going to disappear.

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THIS FUCKING WORLD!?!? WHY DO I SOMETIMES FEEL LIKE I AM THE ONLY ADULT ALIVE???
I know it's not true, but no one is answering their ( Read more... )

so here's how my day went.
1.I woke up and bought stuff on ebay while downloading a new bit torrent client called Azureus ( Read more... )

I hate sudoku... and love it at the same time. i just spent close to 5 hours playing a single game. kill me now.
In other news, i really hate it when i want to hang out with someone and say, "hey, let's hang out!" and they don't say anything. It's cool if you don't want to hang out or if you've made other plans... Just TELL ME. Don't just ignore ( Read more... )

I just came to the realization today that even if i wanted to go back to being the way i was, i couldn't. I've come so far as a person, improved myself and my knowledge to the point where i can't be the way i was. i'd have to retrain myself. and i don't want that anyway. boo who i used to be. yay me now.

I'm so fucking tired.
my computer is so ( Read more... )

Although it's truly june 2nd now... i worked at Wildfish today and it was awsome. i have no doubt that it's so much better than swordfish. Hoki sent some other bartender to them and traded for me... he's so awsome. i now have a set schedule and i love it. a bunch of us went out to eat at this (can you guess?) Korean restaurant after work. It ( Read more... )