still just seeing if anyone reads this.

well, my myspace is myspace.com/cutabovethewrist

anyone read this or use ther LJ anymore? just wondering. cause i dont

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"GOD livejournals are for emo fags who need to spill out all their emotions. i mean their icons are like little fucked up faces crying and making huge puddles... EMO FETUS?!?! see, FAG!"
-dylan, 12/5/04

lol

i love you dylan, but ur going down, bitch.

and just for all you people that keep asking me, xabovethewrist, dose NOT mean that im sxe, and it dose NOT mean it, it has nothing to do with sxe at all. its just short for cutabovethewrist wich is my sn. and that i got in 7th, i dono, i made it yup. so yeah, there you go, im not straightedge.

saterday, i went with my mom x-mas shopping in hillsdale, and i got hella cool presents for everyone :> i jacked some stuff though. and i got this really pretty black and blue dress for kristas birthday party on saterday. yay, im excited. hehe. yeah, i dont remember what else i did yesterday, thats kinda sad, but i know i did somehting else, oh ( Read more... )

today at lunch, was like, the worst iv ever felt. i was so fucking depressed. i cant even say why. it just, uhhhh, i hate this. im so fucking pathetic. i wish i could get it out of me. i just was it so bad, but ill never have it. and when i got home, i still felt it. but then i went to the addopt a family thing with my brother, and that took my ( Read more... )

i just had a giant break down,i just started freaking out, cause my mom wouldnt stop staring at me, and i told her to stop, and she knows i cant stand it, and i just screamed and like, riped a chunk of hair out, and i screamd at my mom, then fell down crying, then ran outside and punched myself ( Read more... )