Suppose I should let ya'll know... Me and by friend  Brett got real close these past few months... I well I decided that i couldnt date him. I just couldnt for many reasons.. I didnt like him in that way. I i think i forced myself to like him. I had to tell him how I really felt.  So i did. Hes upset but hes ok. But now that ive made it better for ( Read more... )

So today was supposed to a fucking awsome day right?.. HAH!..

Went to see my bddy Critty..play at the New Wave cafe . Well the part of the show I acutally saw was totally fucking great! Can't believe how good the band is!.. Im soo proud.. hehe..Well some certain people were supposed to show up and never did.. the only one , chris(not critty) and i ( Read more... )

Hallo lovely people! Life's been great lately. A few obstacles thrown in my way but ive learned to enjoy it all no matter what... or at least try. Made a bunch of new friends this semester and gotten alot closer to the other friends i have. Thanks to you guys for keeping my life interesting! haha!!Oh man im shocked as how my life has been.. home is ( Read more... )

                                      1/24/05

Alot on my mind today...everything seems to be setting me off.

I started a poem....god only knows if I'll finish it.....but heres like 2 sentences:

Its hard to see whats going on but cant reach out far enough to stop it...

To see the people you love slowly fading from your life.

Knowing that no matter ( Read more... )

Hey guys...wanted to let those who read this...im much better. Still not great but a big difference. Thanks to the only 2 who cared enough to reply.<3 you guys

I have a couple new pictures of Bridgette...enjoy


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                                                         January 23, 2005

This thing is pretty much useless to me. I dont know why i even use it. Its pointless.

My life is so god damn frustrating... I cant do anything right according to my family.

wow......im no use to anybody...I only try to help but no one wants it....Its only because i care soo ( Read more... )

Well its been interesting this weekend. Spent Friday at home as usual. Saturday.......loooooong day........ Went to Nana Pauline's with Ashley and saw the twins(too cute)spent a while there and had lots of fun! Got one of the most horrible calls in my life while i was there. My mom called to tell me that my Pepere was being sent to the ER and that ( Read more... )

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Yeah well.....um......fuck all the feelings I once felt before. Im waaaaaaaay over it.I could care less. Im happy once again. I know that you dont need a boyfriend or girlfriend to be truly happy ( Read more... )

Hey! It's nice to be back! My computer died and well its still dead....but mommy is being nice and letting me use hers!be back soon to tell you sexy secrets!