Comments | xallxhexwantedx: shit fuck damn, im happy.

xallxhexwantedx

shit fuck damn, im happy.

Apr 04, 2004 22:27

well, me and brent broke up. who else saw that coming? nobody, or everybody. i saw it coming. if he wouldnt have broken up with me i probably would have left him. i thought i would be more upset than i am.. but you know.. i dont really care. he was changing me anyways.. and i like who i am. i dont think i need to change. so im happy with all of ( Read more... )

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boys = dumb shiet faces fadedmem0ry April 4 2004, 20:04:20 UTC

ron your one of the greatest people ive ever met i love you so fucking much!!!
and i know soco wont be the same without me haha j/k im prolly gonna go.
and i LOVE digging your car out of dirt too!!!!
even though the end of my day sucked..im glad i got to spend it with my favorite people in the world. i love you.

Re: boys = dumb shiet faces xallxhexwantedx April 5 2004, 10:15:46 UTC

we are fucking awesome.

thats all i gotta say.

fallonxcore April 4 2004, 20:25:01 UTC

Dont you mean... now you can do WHOever you want?

Like Jade?

You should join the lonely singles club with me!

xallxhexwantedx April 5 2004, 10:06:57 UTC

jade your silly.
and you know the only person i want to do is you.
oh shit, the lesbian-ness is back.
haha.. i love you!

what do i have to do to join the lonely singles club jada?

so you had a shitty start too? logey April 4 2004, 21:29:22 UTC

hey giz, this is logan. you probably knew that anyways...and i guess its understandable that you didnt add me.

none of that matters.

but...kelly just broke up with me the beginning of spring break.

idk if your upset about this like how i am upset...but im sorry for what happened anyways.
and if your doing great, thats good.
but if you ever wanna share anything let me know.

well good luck on the rest of you spring vacation....youll be fine you seem to have the right attitude twards this

bye

Re: so you had a shitty start too? xallxhexwantedx April 5 2004, 10:13:27 UTC

logan,
i fucking love you. and everything will be okay for the both of us. im sure about it. we need to hang out more often. im driving alot now.. so rides arent a problem. i miss us being close.

im glad were gonna be able to be in the same mood tomorrow.. its nice to have someone that understands.

your added bizatch.

Re: so you had a shitty start too? logey April 5 2004, 18:59:35 UTC

ill fucking add you now

heavensdestiny3 April 4 2004, 21:51:15 UTC

You know, youre right Giz. If he was changing you, you dont need him. You are wonderful just the way you are, inside and out. And Im glad to see you arent all depressed over it, it goes to show you understand you can be happy without him. Congrats!
:)

xallxhexwantedx April 5 2004, 10:18:11 UTC

thats why i love you.

heavensdestiny3 April 5 2004, 15:04:26 UTC

:)

Lost emotion... dreamsdietoo April 5 2004, 13:06:03 UTC

Changed you? How did I change you? Look, I really didn't want anything hurtful to happen between us and I never wanted to hurt you (although obviously you didn't really give a shit) Obviously this was my fault, I don't mean the break-up even though it is, I mean the reason we broke up. I rushed into this way too quick and I misinterpreted my feelings because I wanted them too badly. Yeah I did want to be friends with you, but you're playing the stereotypical ex-girlfriend bit, and I think that's ridiculous. You're all pissed and your friends are going to hate me because of what an "asshole" I am, I can see it now. Just from your little comments about how you're so much happier now and whatever, that just makes me not even care what we are, so I guess you'll go and have you fun without me, the controlling one who wants everyone to change, meanwhile you know how to get a hold of me when you realize that this relationship wasn't meant to be and I wasn't happy in it, and if you were so chained down, neither were you. My mistake, I shouldn ( ... )

brent.. xallxhexwantedx April 7 2004, 08:18:19 UTC

I want us to be friends. Because your a good person. None of my friends hate you. And if they do, it's not because of this. I'm sorry if you got the impression that I wasn't upset. Sunday night I was pissed. And then monday came and i realized that i missed you. I wrote that on sunday, and i shouldn't have. but its what i was feeling, and i was being honest. so, maybe it was good that i wrote that. And, it wasnt that i was "happy" that we broke up. I was pissed off that night. and happiness was a cover up. (you know how i do.) i honestly wish we were still together. but you think we rushed. and you werent happy. so, maybe now your happy. and maybe you'll find something that isnt rushed. (good luck with that.) and what i felt on saturday night i was going to talk to you about it. i did not intend for jesse to bring it up. because i wanted to talk to you, not have her do it for me. she said she was just gonna ask why we werent hanging out.. and call you dumb or something. i know, its childish, but hey, were 16 yr. old girls. we do have ( ... )

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