today and tomorrow. maybe forever.

nicole was incredible today. im so proud of her. just seeing her up on that stage made me so happy. im so glad that i got to tell people that i know her. and yea, that amazing person is my friend.

congradulations nicole, your astounding.

i have also figured out that i piss people off. i know i know, thats just ( Read more... )

friday ( Read more... )

all of that weight has just been lifted off my heart.

thanks to you.

maybe i should have. maybe i shouldnt. but it felt good to get it out.

im glad we had this little chat.

today was fun.

i saw brent, it was weird at first.. but i really got the feeling that things are gonna be okay. im glad hes the kind of person that he is.. he just understands. and thats great. im really happy that were gonna be friends.. everybody needs a kid in their life that does a fart count down. god i'll never forget that.

bulbo and ron are ( Read more... )

you know. i do miss you.

so, yesterday was fun. i suppose. heres the highlights:

park-pot

beach-no pot

park-pot

mall-pot

park- pot

park- i danced on the stage.

taco bell- tacos

home.

well, me and brent broke up. who else saw that coming? nobody, or everybody. i saw it coming. if he wouldnt have broken up with me i probably would have left him. i thought i would be more upset than i am.. but you know.. i dont really care. he was changing me anyways.. and i like who i am. i dont think i need to change. so im happy with all of ( Read more... )

ah! i hate being sick more than anything.. its horrible. i've been sick since about wednesday.. and i dont have a voice.. and i can barely breathe through my nose. its disgusting.

wednesday i went to masquerade with brent, ben, and david to see trenton. we watched porn on the way there.. it was quite entertaining. but, am i the only person who ( Read more... )

you know.. if i died today.. as long as i knew that you still love me i think it'd die the happiest person that ever existed.  YOU are all that matters to me right now, and im so glad that i have someone like you, who cares about me. i love all of your moods.. good.. and bad. i love everything about you. your grown-up-ness.. and your 8 year old ( Read more... )

i have just witnessed THE FUNNIEST thing ever. bulbo, is fixing her sheets as im typing this.. list of hilarious events:

1. she was trying to move her mattress because she bought a new "skirt" for her bed.. and she tried so hard to get the mattress off the bed.. she pulled it up from the farthest corner away from her.. and she let go of it.. i ( Read more... )

why am i so crazy about you.. we just meant! can you believe it? im nuts about you.. your my world.. and its only been 10 days. you make me so giggly.. that i just want to fall over and die. you know, this is pretty messed up.. but if i was with you.. and i suddenly got shot in the head, i dont think i would mind that much.. because.. i mean, ( Read more... )