I am tired.

i wore myself out over spring break, and now ive got school early tomorrow and im pissed.

ok i didnt "wear my self out". I didnt really do anything, but i just dont have the energy.

Im sick of the poetic boys, those fake smiles, trying to get me in their beds and hearts.

For now, i want to be alone.

Kelley --

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A perma-orgasm

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The poetry thing went great. Im so glad too ( Read more... )

I am so unwanted.
I am so unloved.

I dont want this anymore, things dont get better. They get harder.

Everythings plastic, we're just going to die in the end.

Oh god please i need to get out of this house.

It gets so much worse.

Ah im always in so much pain. It wont stop.

I want to die.

I love my life.

But i hate HIM.

I could fall in love with him. Since HE threw me away.

Hahaha HASHISH

I fucking love my life.

And i fucking hate it.

All that worrying for nothing.

absolutly nothing.

I want to die.

I want my life to be over.

Im sick of not sleeping.

Ugh, I despise fighting ( Read more... )

Ive got a crush ( Read more... )

Thats what i want. I want a boy whos a poet.

Someone who will speak to me like he's john mayer, or connor oberst.

I want to fall so head over heels in love

I want something different, i dont like what ive got now

for gods sake i dont want to lose what ive got, but part of me tends to think i already have