Well today is Valentines Day. There is something so satisfying about such a commercial holiday where people express love to each other through material objects! I am sure you've heard the phrase a sucker is born every second but at the rate America gobbles up the idea that material objects express love makes me think that quote should be ( Read more... )

Today.....I had drill. It was okay. I need to focus more on school. I think I can do that now. I think it's safe to say now that I made an awesome new friend, her name is Caroline aka DJ Dreadz. Gonna be my new partner in crime. Hope "everything" worked out for her. (heh heh heh) Mr. Luke wants me to go to Springfield with em in two weeks ( Read more... )

My blood is boiling hot, but I will control my temper. I am far far from content or happy right now. A blackness fills my spirit like poison. I know I am alive because I can feel my pulse racing and my heart thumping in my chest. I feel sick to my stomach, but why, I shouldn't, I know I shouldn't.

I ran yesterday. . .it was good. Unfortunately, made me think of Maggie. Haven't really been able to talk with her. Perhaps thats partially why I've been so out of it. She is a fantastically splendid person to talk to. When we were not bullshitting and just talking amout trivial things we actually discussed relatively important things. Well ( Read more... )

Uh oh! I think that is the phrase that explains this best. I got a feeling in my stomach that shouldn't be there! Oh boy, is this world crazy or what? Just breathe. . .thats right Alex. . .breathe...........It should pass. . . . .and. . . . .well. . . . .if it doesn't. . . . .um. . .. um. . . .Bah this senseless Tom Foolery, just shut up and ( Read more... )

Ugh. I've been sick this past week with god knows what. I think I contracted some virus from Riky. Not like an STD or anything like that. I didn't have a fever or anything like that. I had a severe sore throat that wasn't strep. My throat was more than less bleeding each time I looked at it with a flash light. It hurts mildy right now but ( Read more... )

I have my health. Which is relatively a good thing, maybe some would disagree right now, lol. Thats how life goes though. Today I will not be made to feel likea bad eveil man, nor any day after this. No longer will I allow myself to haev this confliction that has been making me unkind. That is not me. usually I am light hearted person, but ( Read more... )

Back in July, I remember so well I was making my way into a CVS pharmacy right off of Nahattan St in Norwood MA, the zip code would be 02062. Yes this would be immediately after I returned from my adventures in Basic Training and Tech School. I thought this would be like any other day, but how wrong I was. I was in for a surprise that nothing ( Read more... )

WTF MATE. Alright alright, well things are good. I just need my things.

Fuckin sitting here in the computer lab, it freakin wicked sucks. I'm tired as all hell. I was up till about fuckin 1 finsihing a paper. Tonight I am suppose to go to The Middle East in cambridge. Bunch of rappers and shit, and I ain'[t really into all that gangsta shit. Only like 3 more classes total and I am freakin done with the semester. ( Read more... )