It's been a week without smoking. I feel a little bit better. I know for sure that once I get back into my fitness regement things will get better for me. Once I have the stamina I had 4 months ago, I will feel good, I know it. Not that I feel bad now. A little confused. I haven't talked to Riky since a few nights ago. I am not too worried ( Read more... )

Gah it's so much work trying to not smoke. Bah. Well fuck those who don't support me and bless those who do.

It's time to make a few changes to my life. No more crap, no more of these bad decisions I have been making. It's time to focus my attention on more important things. This means I have to make some changes in who I hang out with, i know this. I can't allow myself to be influenced by anyone else. I will resist temptation by alltogether getting ( Read more... )

Ah what the hell. I need some will power, ah this sucks.

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People should return the favor when they hook up. ::hint hint:: and not treat it likea one way situation and make the other person feel like the biggest fucking tool. If you get my drift. We need to talk riky. . .

I don't know where I am. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, sometimes things are so obscure. Damn it. It will change though. Got to remain faithful, can't give up on myself just yet. :-) Things will fall into place.

As I sit here at my computer @ 3:52am on November 26th 2004, I can't help but think. I am thinking about her. I am thinking about Erika. I am not sure what exactly I am thinking about or why but she is in my head. I miss her. Wicked bad. She is so sweet and cute and loveable. But even though with that I guess we are just incompatible. It is ( Read more... )

Things are not as great as would have thought even after having your questions anwsered.

Yeah I am going down to Dartmouth this Saturday. It's gonna be a good time. I am gonna have a rockin good time.

"Life is too short so love the one you got, cuz ya might get run ova or ya might get shot." -Sublime