ok, so its been a while... life's been busy with adjustin to college. but for the most part nothing has changed... drama still follows me everywhere. mom was out to visit me this weekend. i have friends here, i have aquaintances, and people that drive me insane... so basically im writing right now to stall from doing homework. i suppose i might ( Read more... )

ok... so, this morn i wake up, and as im puttin my necklace on, i feel like i have a pinched nerve... i start goin downstairs to see if my mom can massage it out... cause i cant turn my head left at all... and it gets worse, and worse... untill i got into the kitchen, when i got super dizzy and almost passed out. so i sat down... and sat there ( Read more... )

ok... so, i was in canada thurs-sun... and heres what that was like ( Read more... )

soo, this weekend was too short, yet so long... i went prom dress shopping again, and the dresses i wanted werent there, so i wasted a day walkin around palisades.. o well. then i worked on my wt paper for ever and ever and ever... and stayed up till 3:30 monday, was so tired in the morning that i slept in till 9 somethin (i only missed homeroom ( Read more... )

so i was sittin here crying for a while and being my typical emotionally screwed up self cause im over stressed. friend issues, school issues, yearbook issues, life in general. and i was tlakin w/ scott--his friend is soon to be shot by a firing squad in Bali for selling drugs or something... so yeah, we're kinda havin a pity party/venting/ ( Read more... )

ok, so yesterday was... well, stressfull--yearbook meeting at lunch announced that there will be more stuff added to the book--necessary stuff like parents notes to seniors, yet still... more to be added, and waaaaay too last minute (certain business team people shoulda been on this long ago). so yeah... i explained to the adult yearbook leaders ( Read more... )

YAYYYYY my friend Brian just called me from Iraq (at least im pretty srue thats where he is) so... first time ive heard from him since december... i wrote to him a few weeks ago, he was really happy to get it since no one other than his mom had written to him. so yeah.. now im gonna send him a package! :D :D woohoo, im so happy, he sounded like ( Read more... )

yesterday i got in another big fight w/ my mom... she was in a bad mood so she flipped out at me for nothin, i was feelin sick and stressed out as it was, so i kinda lost it. so, my dad acted as mediator and sent messages between us for a while, she finally apologized (a first) tho she blamed it on me not listening, as usual. w/e... so yeah last ( Read more... )

ok, so today i killed myself over yearbook again. see.. i love yearbook, i just hate it when i feel like only a few of us are puttin in all the work and the rest are slacking off. which, of course, is what i felt when i realize that there are still TONS of pictures missing. we got alot accomplished, so after 4 hrs of yearbooking (2 were in school ( Read more... )

yesterday i cleaned... FUN STUFF, then practiced.. ALOT ugh, i am soo dead, on the 22nd im helpin the deaf class at their concert, then that night i have a combined concert w/ them, so i gotta know THAT orchestra music... (im also playin that like.. 3 times in canada--we're touring at the end of april.. YAY) then sometime in may i have my regular ( Read more... )