All this time i have been depressed and talking to you about how shitty work is, and freaking out, and writing these damn livejournals... i was too blind to see the good i have in my life. and i was too blind to see the person i was really hurting besides myself was you. Through my own attitude ive kinda pushed you further and further away from me ( Read more... )

what a waste of time my life has been here. protecting this country from what? i sit on my ass in an office waiting for this god forsaken ship to be built. a ship i dont want any part of. my brothers are back in orlando. one hanging out with friends, the other, staying at disney with his girlfriend. what a fucking life. but you cant tell someone ( Read more... )

First I went to PT. 5 o'clock in the mornin. a most unholy hour. i was there when they called roll but then quick as i came i disappeared like a vanishing fog hahaha. right in my car i went. drove home and fell asleep like a shitbag. not caring about much of anything. i feel like im in office space or something ( Read more... )

16 Days until my 21st birthday ( Read more... )

I TURN 21 IN EXACTLY 20 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

been waiting my whole life for this. it wont be fun unless i am back home with everyone of my buddies....

maybe i gots some tricks up my sleeve ;)

-andrew"get-siked!" fucking menter bro dude man guy sir officer doctor

If i was back home my fucking friends would be up to do whatever. why is it so hard to find a goddamn legit kid who isnt a pussy and wants to fucking hang out. fuck 'em. i dont ant to anyways. id rather be bored outta my mind than hang out with people who cant even come close to my friends in apopka ( Read more... )

on all of my old livejournal posts and i used to have a bad reputation haha ( Read more... )

sooo an update ( Read more... )

Florida in general, and here are some of the things about it......... The beach. the surf. the fishing. the shows. the city. errol golfcourse. drinking with my friends and knowing every street. the baseball fields. the mall. the fun. dogpile! the smell. the feeling. the arena. the venues. the skatespots. my house in the palms. my family. my friends ( Read more... )

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