Sometimes my head plays tricks on me and i feel so out of place and lonely. Like i dont belong anywhere. I really want Briana here because this is taking way too long. i miss carefree days doing whatever i want.

guess life has a way of working out.

i miss my bros.

i miss my briana

-andrew

briana's in a wedding today, and i can only picture how beautiful she looks right now as a bride's maid. wish there was some way to be back today. wish i could see it ( Read more... )

and im hungry like the wolf

Its all i think about. the first day i got to this place it was hard to breathe. im a shell of the person i was. before all this started i barely did much. just enough to get by. but that was fine by me. i'll never understand why i did it. i guess i thought there was no other option. but choices in life are unlimited. there is absolutley no limit ( Read more... )

Wish i could go back to day one. id probably make different decisions. i wish everything was how it was. and not exactly how it is. i love my friends and the memories. i love my girl and all we've accomplished. i love life in general but this is so hard leaving again. i wish, i was...... me ( Read more... )

im sinking like a stone in the sea.

im burning like a bridge for your body

I cannot fucking wait.

i got one question for the fucking navy...... "can i live ( Read more... )

A sailor jerry ship with "homeward" written underneath on the back of my arm right next to my sailor jerry anchor. really colorful and awesome

ps. im the shit

And decided today was going to be a great day. I didnt wake up groggy like usual. We had a "man overboard" this morning. thats where, if enough people arent where they are supposed to be, they wake everyone up super early and make them stand outside their door with their I.D. until roll is taken. Now mind you, thats three floors of rooms. It sucks ( Read more... )