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pulse check
just thought i'd come through here and archive my "Matt Memories" had to find out when it was he and i officially started this marriage. this July 6th it will be 3 years. -
hey friend, remember me?
This poor blog has been a silent witness of the harrowing past I have very little recollection of now. I should pay more attention to it than my myspace, cause hades knows if I ever have something truly meaningful to say, it won't end up on there. it'll end up on here in my livejournal, which has been recently as extinct as this blog. I don't even ( Read more... ) -
pain...
i'm sitting here with a newfound stillness and a pain from what i've just learned. someone..someone i cared for once, is very sick and needs help. there's nothing i can do for him and i can't even get him to contact me so i can try to help. it's probably the worst feeling in the world knowing there's absolutely nothing i can do for someone i know. ( Read more... ) -
soundless fury
a soundless fury of wretched feelings ( Read more... ) -
Xan stating "me-ism"
Ok, so i've been trying to figure out the easiest ways to sum up myself so that when asked to describe, i could give a pre-programmed response. the problem came when i figured out that not everyone wants to hear the same things about me, and depending on what i say or don't say, i could end up going down a path unintended. then, i thought about it ( Read more... ) -
i've grown used to this
you make me breakfast in bed ( Read more... ) -
Been a while, but i'm still kickin'
Um...talk about random weirdness. Single life is definitely liberating. I just looked and realized how long i've been that and ...yeah, a lot of personal growth has happened. I am now know as the Notorious La Camilla. Hehe, birthdays, car wrecks, comfortable friendships and the like. I've got a very patterned life, and things can only get better. ( Read more... ) -
lj's actin' funny
So, where to begin? WELL! Chad was apparently in town, and quite peaved that i made no effort to contact him and hang out, during one of my busiest weeks of the year (Tacoma Pride) Flashforward TO pride, I performed "Gimme" by Jill Scott. It was well recieved, and outfit survived long enough in the day. Score one there. I met Adam, who I had all ( Read more... ) -
AYU MUST die
http://groups.msn.com/xandriokou/ayumustdie.msnwRead more... ) -
....moment of me...
i just want a hug...more than anything
one i can feel
i don't feel much anymore
clouded by dramatic bullshit, i'm unable to feel anything lately
not that i expect you to understand any of this
i just needed to say it