I am sitting here being very bored. I just had a conversation with my pedophile cousin in Romania. He is such a draining individual i swear. Well today I am supposed to go to Target and get some things for my room like a TV. A girl can't live without a TV sheesh. We have to get the two rooms ready for the people that will be coming to live in our ( Read more... )

Ugh this is to early in the morning but since i have not slept at all it's no biggie i guess...So things are going ok here in Georgia..I can't wait to get back home and get this surgery over with...The other night i had a conversation with Justin Northpunk about the attempted sucide and why he feels that that is the only way that he can end the ( Read more... )

Well it's 3:20am and im still awake...About 3 hours ago i got a phone from my sister and she was just crying and said that mom had a mini stroke and was taken by ambulance to the ER...The doctor said that there was no real superficial damage but they want to make sure everything is ok they are keeping her overnight..I sat here and cried for about ( Read more... )

Well I am now sitting in the middle of the living room on the floor since we have no fruniture at all just a bed but that's downstairs and i am to lazy to move everything down there. Georgia is nice humid and hot let me tell ya..At night there is water running down the windows even though it's not raining outside...Well i decided to drive from ( Read more... )

So as I am sitting here at 3am and watching the show Starting Over and there were some quesitons asked that got me thinking..IN the last few days I have had some conversations with some of my friends..There were some things said that made me realize things about myself ( Read more... )

Well i have not updated this for a while now..So many things are going on right now..But what i feel right now at this moment is despersation and sadness but also some happiness ( Read more... )

In the year 2005 I resolve to:

Getting myself admitted to a mental institution.

Get your resolution here

Well I have no really written on here for a while..I write more on a paper journal nowadays..Today i am a litte irritated and angry but life goes on..I had a quiet christmas like i had planned..I spent it thinking about the year 2004 and what I have done and what i would have done different..I got nice presents that were not expected cuz i really ( Read more... )

Well here I am sitting here typing this..So far it has been one thing or another that has gotten to me but that's ok nothing i can do about that now..Denver hold alot of memories for me that I will never forget..Right now all I can think about is Dan and how much I miss him..I just want to hear his voice even for a min..I know that is vry selfish ( Read more... )

I was going through some random journals and I came acorss this one. I kinda liked it so I'll post it here for you peeps to read and fill in ( Read more... )