sorry this took me so long...so much HAS happenedhope_meets_lessNovember 20 2004, 21:25:35 UTC
"The tempo of my fate echos in my mind." your heartbeat wont let you forget your mortality no matter how we numb ourselves into feeling more by habitually destroying our emotional and physical health hoping it will reveal its reason reason for continuing when we move but only as an excuse for not getting anywhere standing still when we find ourselves sleeping to escape the routine distracting ourselves with events and errands and projects pretending we just "need some time" we recognize our desperate need but its not for time its for answers that we cannot yet live
but first how are you judging your decisions on whether they are right or wrong?
sometimes i know i make breakthroughs but i lose them as fast as they happened and i slip so easily back into my self-loathing way of living clueless on how to make permanant change
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your heartbeat wont let you forget your mortality
no matter how we numb ourselves into feeling more
by habitually destroying our emotional and physical health
hoping it will reveal its reason
reason for continuing
when we move but only as an excuse for not getting anywhere standing still
when we find ourselves sleeping to escape the routine
distracting ourselves with events and errands and projects
pretending we just "need some time"
we recognize our desperate need but its not for time
its for answers that we cannot yet live
but first
how are you judging your decisions on whether they are right or wrong?
sometimes i know i make breakthroughs but i lose them as fast as they happened and i slip so easily back into my self-loathing way of living clueless on how to make permanant change
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