I will break apart the shadows and the light shall break through ( Read more... )

It is my hope that if I present you with the darkest side of me that you can look into my eyes, my heart, my soul, and see something beautiful ( Read more... )

I so badly want you to read this...all of it, the past, the present, the future ( Read more... )

As I sit here, I think about the things that I have, and the things that I want ( Read more... )

I've been up since 430AM...and I can't put my finger on what it is, but it feels like something is wrong...like someone is watching me...or like there is something really important that I am forgetting...the feeling won't let me sleep, and it won't go away, and I have no idea what it is that's causing me to feel this way

If I could just look into your eyes one more time, I would know just how it feels for everything to be right again. You're in my dreams, you're in my heart, you're in my very soul and beyond what I could ever describe in words, spoken or written. You will always be my one and only. My heart will always beat for you and you alone. When I look at ( Read more... )

I've done a lot of thinking lately and I've come to the conclusion that at this moment in my life I am not destined for anything. I think back to the past and I've had my moment of grateness; I have made my mark on the lives of others. But now, at this point in time, I am not needed, nor wanted, around. I don't brighten anyones day, I don't make ( Read more... )

My friends LJ entries make me sick...k thanks :-D

I lost you and I don't know where you've gone. I used to wake up every day with a smile and a special thought of you...I lived for the days, hours, minutes, seconds...I lived in every one of them. So, I continue to look for you...and sometimes I feel as though I've found you. Every time I feel unjustly done...every time I push farther than I can... ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just wonder what tomorrow will be like...and with full optimism I dream...I dream of a smile that welcomes me every time I come around...I dream of eyes that draw me in...I dream of running around and causin trouble with the most adorable trouble maker I have ever seen...I dream of a geeky girl who gets caught in the act snort laughin ( Read more... )