Tomorrow at some point (god forbid the next day) I wil have a baby. I am excited of course, it's what I wanted, but I am also scared as fuck. A tiny being that relays mostly on me. Oh god. Here's to a new chapter in my life.

who knows how long it has been since i have posted in here, but here i sit at Steven's work waiting for him to get done so we can eat lunch together, so what better time right? So it finally "hit" me the other night that in 8 1/2 weeks we will have a third human living in our house, and that is kinda scary, but mostly exciting and we both can not ( Read more... )

had a little too much to drink and broke down and had a mom monet... it involved crying. lots of it.. i guess i feel better now.

of my heart was left in new york.
I want to live there.
it is the most amazing city.
so full of life, culture, and beauty.
if i wasn't in a relationship i would be there in a heartbeat.
making it work somehow.

ok so that's it. in two weeks i will no longer be doing hair. i am now an employee of wells fargo bank doing collections. not a glamorous job, but i will be making 2.50 more an hour and after im there for a month i will get full benefits. which is major. seeing as how i dont think ive been to the dentist in over 10 years, except when i got my ( Read more... )

im engaged. and totally stoked on it.

it's fucking snowing... bad ass.. god i love it.. and it just keeps dumping... i hope this never ends.

so i interviewed for a new job today. it's for a receptionist position at a brow bar. which im really excited about. i love hair don't get me wrong but it is certainly not my passion. as Shawn knows, in January i will be filling out fafsa and pell grant applications to become a school teacher. now i know its not some huge wonderful high paying job ( Read more... )

did i mention we bought a house?!?!?!

finalllly settling into the house. come have a drink on the deck.. well once the sun comes out. parrrty time.