ok you might kill me for this because you might have to scroll a lot ( Read more... )

today i was sitting in the living room with eli and our roomate dan and their friend jen watching them play nintendo, and eli's phone rang he handed the phone to me and said it was my mom. but it wasnt my mom it was alisha. she sounded so faraway. and sad. she asked me to sit down so i did. and she said something horrible has happened and that our ( Read more... )

its really cold ( Read more... )

well i have finally arrived in portland. its cold and beautiful out. as of now i am residing in the basement of the house we live in. but we are soon moving to the second floor of the master bedroom. i'm in charge of decorating the place. so that will be fun ( Read more... )

yes i am moving to portland. its official ( Read more... )

last ciggy- saturday night at dennys with eli and ryan ( Read more... )

i just realized how much i like my background.........brian molko yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

yeah hey everyone i am not dead.
just been alone and working a lot.
but i am creeping out again........
i miss everyone so much,
and i guess part of the reason i've been a sort of recluse
is because i am in the works of possibly moving to portland.
its a big move and a big change.
but it sounds promising and it will be with eli
i <3 him and we have ( Read more... )

late at nite i am happy ( Read more... )

beaten down with a heart of stone ( Read more... )