so basically Billy is piercing my nose this weekend. yay!!

so basically Panic! was an experience of a lifetime. i look like i got my ass kicked still, i have no voice, my throat kills, and i dont even care. it was amazing. Jacks mannequin was good and plain white tees are like a new found love. probably the best night of my life. end.

bullet for my valentine=new love. even though every time i listen to it i think of him.

so basically i got flowers today. i was kind of excited. <3333 boyyy

i love how i never use this anymore.

Cailyn Erin Adduddell
July 3, 2006


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so i guess i will join the crowd and return to updating lj. its been a long time. i kinda miss it though since this was my way to vent. and i really need to vent at the current moment. people are retarded. they get all mad about the most pointless things. and they would have no reason at all to get mad if they werent dumb asses. oh well. my ( Read more... )

cookies and tire swings make me think of him.

p.s. i dont like thinking about him but i cant find a way to stop it.

so i realized today that as of yesterday it was 1 year. in the year ive known him its been everything you could posibly imagine. theres been happyness and heartbreak, smiles and tears. and in the end im happy. no matter how many times ive cried im happy. its made me stronger. hes made me stronger. weve been through so much and yet it seems ( Read more... )

hmm did a whole bunch of nothing yesterday morning. played tennis with Alli and Ashley. went to see the boys practice and thought Ash was going to go on a killing spree. took the girls both home and went to work. got sent home early. talked to Toni, Martin, and Logan for a while. apparently i liked Martin becuase he had a bad boy side. it ( Read more... )