weve got work to do ( Read more... )

i am good at organising ( Read more... )

lol ok ( Read more... )

i have certainly studyied many systems but only christianity works all the the time the same way. everything else is too variable
for me anyway
i like a good real blood and guts life and death all or nothing religion

8:43pm
i hear ya. You may not study it deep enough and church drills it in deeper

i am such a barbarian

oh i have not forgotten. i was talking aout you to God, as strange as that may sound ( Read more... )

oh i have been on a depression tip. i hooked up with some ppl from my past and found out some ppl i loved died and had to deal with loose ends

i have not used my potential towards anything but survival. and giving my kids a life. people act like oh, you never accomplished anything. and i am oh yes i did. it may not be a building or a library with my name on it. but i hope that i have touched peoples lives in ways that made this world more bearable. and i gave all my gifts to my children ( Read more... )

i feel so awful because i want to help the cause of death row animals but i can't adopt one, i can barely take care of myself and my family. i couldn't offer health care, or a fenced yard or even security. I'd so get the little dachshund with the puppies, or a cat (at least a cat wouldn't need a fence). i feel like bum because i can't even send ( Read more... )

I have to write here because there is no blog on facebook and no one reposts ya if you are depressing. Lil mike, charlies dad came to town for a weekend 12-13 aug 2012 and it was such a good visit. his mother brought him. cy was out of town, charlie got to go fishing, we watched a cool movie, limitless. it was so nice to be hugged again to feel the ( Read more... )

just have been too busy to write