well today im hangin out wit my NOVIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(BABY MAMA)

FUCK man seriously today was FUCKING FUN and INTERESTING!!!!!!
damn she makes me smile and giddy. fucking glad things went the way they did cuz it lead up to a FUCKING AWSOME NEW YEARS....

I LOVE HER!!!!!!!!! LIKE U DONT EVEN KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahah BITCHES HAHAHA!!!!!!!!!

So yestderday me and Diana finally called it quit's!! fuck why do people and things that I CARE about always end up leaving me?!?!?! fuck theirs somthing about me that keeps people away... I FUCKING THIS SHIT!!!!!!!!!! but live goes on and me and Diana are still friends but how can i change my feelings over night?! i need some one to talk to or ( Read more... )

Today me and Diana called it quits!!! it FUCKING SUCKS!!! why is it that shit happens to me around this time every year??? I fucking hate this!!!!!!fuck but i cant do shit about it, but atleast she is still my friend, but fuck everything just had to fall to day!!!FUCK!!!!!

Im such an asshole to everyone!!! especially yesterday on halloween!! i was being a fucking jerk to Mi Amor and my freind Hugo! I made Diana feel like shit and now she thinks i hated her yesaterday.. Which is not true at all!! i wasnt mad or hated her. its just that i only went to the show because she was gonna go by her self and i didnt want her ( Read more... )

I fucking hated today!!! life can be trippy if you pay attention to it!! you may have an awsome fucking 2 days like i did FRIDAY AND SAT morning but can FUCK shit up on a sundaY!!!!!! i fucking hate this shit sooooo fucking much!!! FUCKING SPIDERS, Hate them all for what they did to DIANA and for bitting me!!!awww i hate this shit! i feel like an " ( Read more... )

damn i havnt been on here in a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooongest time! i only been on here like 3 times! so much SHIT has happened in my life since the last time i been on here!!!!!!! gone to shows to see ZAO, ( Read more... )

well today was bull shit!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!! when i started to play my drums i noticed that someone broke the skins on my toms!! i go fucking pissed and i still am! Also im getting kicked out of my house when my dad gets here but fuck o well thats life!! But i fucking hyped up about going to the Bleeding Through, ZAO, and Darkest Hour show on ( Read more... )

Today was a good day because i got The Black Dahlia Murder Miasma cd a day befire it came out!!!! It was funny cuz i bought it at target and i was like What The Fuck!!!! and so bought it!!! also i hung out with Chris and "Mi Corazon" Diana!!!! i had a lot and i mean a lot of fun. We went to See Chris play base ball @ vets. His team won the game ( Read more... )