OMG i feel soo torn! i feel like someone is pulling one arm and another is pulling the other..I dont no what to do, i feel like im gonna throw up, im shaking...i feel as if i might split down the middle. wow ive never felt like this before...im worried WHAT DO I DO

i just made two entrys that didnt show up but they say they did...hmmm

my posts are now public, so other people can read them. I might make a new journal for frends only, but i dunno yet

Today i stayed home from school sick. i have to go to school tomorrow cuz i have to do a math test. I have to work tomorrow 4-9 and i dont no who i work with. I have such a bad tooth ache, and it wont go away:0/. I dont wanna go to school tomorrow. I miss josh. i wish i could see him durring the week. I have to work all weekend so i dont no if i ( Read more... )

hehe those entrys are basiclly the same...ahh im nuts..

hmmm...the last couple of weeks have been really crazy/painful...between school, work, trying out this new dance place, boyfriend: moving. I feel like i need to go far far away to get away from all this crazyness. I'm gonna try to update more, but i dont update cuz nobody reads my journal or comments in it. so im gonna try more, if i dont update a ( Read more... )

The last couple of weeks have been painful..school, work, boyfriend, and nothing seems to be going right for me. yes maybe i have it better then other people but im still hurting inside. right now im soo sick, i feel like laying in my bed and not getting up...ill up date more later cuz my cats being annoying

I dont no what to do with myself..

I feel sad.

I'm crying.

I dont wanna start school.

I feel alone.

I feel throwing up.

I feel ugly.

I feel fat.

I feel unwanted

I feel unloved

I'm so Depressed. *Sigh* :o(

i cant do it...everything is crashing down...summer is ending and so is my life...school starts..josh moves :0(..I'm not gonna do dance, im not gonna tryout for the tournament team, im just gonna work and babysit my ass off, and then sit up here in my room, becuz nothing seems to like me these days...i just wanna sit here and cry forever! this ( Read more... )

OMG last night was soo fun! Went to the movies with Heather. we were sapose to be meeting one of her friends there but they didnt show. then we went to journeys and she bought some cute shoes. and the guys that sold them to her, signed her box. lol ( Read more... )