The one reason I hate getting involved with people is because i REALLy hate causing problems. But sometimes I just get SO hurt and like.. it makes me feel like shit. Because lets look at facts: some days.. he bends his schedule to fit a certain something in that he wnts.. but then other days, he is NEVER online and like now for example, I haven't ( Read more... )

Im just so blah right now i dont even know what to write.. I had a good night.. i wish it kind of didn't end even though nothing really exciting happened :D... But anywho.. I dont know what to think.. i dont know what to write...I really hope i get into grad school for the fall.. that would be freakin' wonderful... Didnt see Alice in Wonderland ( Read more... )

Unfortunately I am UBER fucking awake and I really cant sleep.. So i figured that maybe if i wrote in this thing for a while maybe i would get tired... or something to that affect. haha... Anywho.. No more dreams about the ex-boy...As much as i would get back together with him... I feel like we drifted apart for a reason and if its meant to be it ( Read more... )

I don't know why i keep doing this to myself... I really just want to cry all the time... I miss him a lot.. and am pathetically even crying while writing this...I was really bored in my child development class today and I had a dream last night about a movie... but my dream was about someone being in love with me... and the whole time i was ( Read more... )

Its been forever since I wrote in this.. But I dont care..I need to get something off my chest and I know that I can write it here and the person Im writing about won't see it.. and that makes me both sad and happy ( Read more... )

I know i say this all the time :) But since everyone does read this ( Read more... )

Yea so, when you become a senior, you know the year is going to go fast, and before you know it LIFE BEGINS. WEll, its about 1 am right now. and graduation is at 7 pm. I just can't believe it's here. I am sad to be leaving everyone. I am going to miss seeing poeple dress up for Retro day, Cowboy Day, and Pep rallies. I am going to miss knowing ( Read more... )

yea so i didnt get the speech. i just had to apologize. lol but i definitley can't wait to get out of here. But anway ( Read more... )

So i guess i really only write in this thing when i am bored. haha

Um nothing new and exciting. Just my life. I had a really good idea today and i told someone and now im excited cuz its guna happen and i can't wait! haha yaay

So Grad's coming up soon, along with my party. And im excited <3 EEE ( Read more... )

Well i guess things have gotten better. I like work but an after school job sucks. summer jobs i can handle because i do nothing with my life in the summer anyway so it wouldn't matter either way. Nobody invites me anywhere so it's all good. haha ( Read more... )