Merry Kissmass everyone. I know I'm a bit late but I've been too busy getting drunk and pigging out and all the other usual kissmassy stuff. Right now my smallest dog is taking refuge under the computer desk, which is a very wise choice seeing as we have a houseful and my four year old cousin is trying to torment everyone with various kissmass ( Read more... )

I had a nice birthday. Even though I can't figure out my digital camera/webcam at all. I got very drunk, and there wasn't really any big scale drama like last year, hell no! Rikki stayed at mine, and we met Danni on the way down to boro taxis, and me and Danni were being our usual drunken selves. I think we scared him. Oh well. I gotta cold ass. ( Read more... )

Heh, me is in the internet cafe in town. I'm waiting for Craig, to go shopping with him, but I nunno if he's lost or sumthing. I write this then I go lookies for him. *nod*. Its my birthday tomorrow. Yey. I getting webcamness so you can all look my my lovely face and see how ugly I am *giggles* I been shopping meeeee ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel so worthless I'm ashamed of it ( Read more... )

This weekend has been pretty cool. Went out on thursday, did crazy dancing with Danni, got drunk for free, saw Luke which was brilliant, tied a ribbon round Danni's wrist and told her I loved her, then stayed at Johns. Went out on Friday and stayed at Elles, Trashed was cool, I lapdanced for Wes, threw a drink at Cootey, started talking to this guy ( Read more... )

Didn't see Dale today. Should definately see him tomorrow though. I'm not that sure if I want too. I want to know whats going on, but I don't want him to tell me he wants her more. I feel so stupid, so used. I don't know why I'm so upset about this. I've like him for ages, like seriously ages, but it's not as if what we had was serious. I mean, ( Read more... )

I choose Spatulas and not Dale. I feel so stupid, I feel like an idiot, I feel like he's laughing at me. And above all, I feel used. I feel like nothing. I feel like a novelty. I'm gonna cut the rest of this because I know only a few of you, if any, will be interested. So, if you wanna know what happened...

( I feel so... )

Thursday saw me nicking off film and TV studies to escort Dale Frost, now affectionaly/resentfully known as Spatula, to my house, where we engaged in conversations, film watching, hugging, kissing and general fun. Then Daddy picked us up, dropped Spatula off at home and came to Blackout with me. He enjoyed it and went home after a bit because he ( Read more... )

( i can see forever...when you look at me that way )

College today was fun. In performance workshop I thre a packet of fags and an imaginary diary at Katie and beat her up in the wings where no one could see. Not really though, it was part of our project. It was fun. I slammed my can of Docter Pepper down on a chair and got the chair wet. It was funny. And then me and jade found out we can get the ( Read more... )