My new years eve sucked. I have the flu so I didnt get to do anything ( Read more... )

( Like we never loved at all )

Lately I have been really thinking about things. There is something really missing in my life right now and Im not quite sure what it is. Im just not completly satisfied. Im tired of the same routine. Def. need some excitement. Still have a crush on a certain someone. Monica comes home the first week of December. I am so excited. A bunch of ( Read more... )

So.. I'd like to say thanks to two amazing people. One being Miss Andrea Fisher and the other being Miss Kelly Sunderland. Thanks for being so amazing to me as of late. I've been in a pretty pissy/ shitty mood ( Read more... )

( Homecoming dresses )

I have been meaning to update, but I mean everytime I try I just cant. I was doing really well for a while. I mean I was actually happy and all. But, now its back to being depressed. I know no one wants to hear about everything, but Im just so lonely w/o her here. I got two letters from her last week. Getting letters is the only thing that ( Read more... )

Yeah, well you are dead to me. There is no more going back now. You have fucked me over 2 or 3 times now. You knew that I would do anything for you. I'm the one you ran to with all your problems. Next time you need me I'm not going to be there. I can't believe this.. After everything you said to me. I guess I just give you way too much ( Read more... )

I quit marching band. Ive been thinking about it all summer long and I finally decided. Ive been looking for a job. So hopefully that will work out ( Read more... )

I need a job. I really really need a job, but I cant get one because of marching band which im really dreading. I dont know why I am commiting a 3rd year to that program. None of my friends are doing it. Andrea quit and Monica wont be there. I feel really bad for doing it because 1) we dont have the money and 2)I dont get anything out of it ( Read more... )

Today was pointless. Monica was supposed to spend the night, but that didnt happen. Her great aunt was in the hospital and they had to see what was going on with her ( Read more... )