why is it when i try to be nice and meet new ppl they dont want to meet me! i dont understand it? am i that horrible of a person? even teh people i used to hang out with act like they dont knoe me i dont understand people ?

i wish life wasnt so complicated, i wish i was so uncomfortable in my own skin. i really dont like the person i am. im hateful and a bitch to pretty much everyone, and i wish i wasnt. i am so quick to judge other people only becasue i think people are doing that to me.

so far anyways.... horpfully it will get better!

well its been awhile sincei have written anything... and life rite now couldnt be more stressful. i have a brandnew baby boy cameron he is the best baby in the whole world! and i love him with my whole heart and soul. things with me and my bf are good as good as they can be of course our life is stressful becasue we live with his family and my job ( Read more... )